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« Reply #45 on: November 20, 2018, 11:02:01 AM »

Hi, Just a newbie and probably someone who has no place replying to thread like this but I just want to say that for me the best method of help was occupying the mind (one of the reasons I started collecting famicom stuff). I also found fishing and photography a good method too, especially the latter as I really got to see beauty in the world. I will keep it short and say this. I hope you get better and keep strong.
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« Reply #46 on: November 21, 2018, 02:33:57 AM »

You have every right to post in this thread. This thread is for anyone and everyone. I really appreciate the ideas. I think nature is beautiful. Maybe Iíll start taking photos of it n.

So I talked to a friend who knows a lot about law and she looked over the protection order and Kyla tried to get it for her and the kids but it was rejected by the judge. She is refusing to let me see them. I am going to legal aid tomorrow after the queens bench.

I am just trying to breathe and look at whatís happening without judgement. I am trying to accept what is happening, just like I kept hearing about in the DBT classes. Itís just so hard. She is using the kids as weapons and bashing me to the kids. Itís so hurtful.
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« Reply #47 on: November 21, 2018, 03:01:31 PM »

The worst thing is when they use the kids. When my mum and dad split she used us to get things like money and the likes from my dad but as I got older I saw what she was doing and confronted her about it and even went on my own to see him and i truly believe your kids will see this too but I also believe you will get to see them before they grow up to that point so stay strong mate and keep chugging along.
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« Reply #48 on: November 21, 2018, 09:21:35 PM »

I really appreciate the words. My kids resenting me is a huge feat of mine, but how you handled the situation gives me hope in a worst case scenario. Thank you.

Today started out rough but has ended up being a good productive day. I got a lot accomplished, so now I am treating myself to some needed relaxation. I may even have a hoot. Iíve cut back on the medical marijuana quite a bit over the last week. From around 3 ish grams a day to less than one. One or two hoots a day. I am applying for a parenting class as well. Iíve applied for legal aid as well. Things are moving along slowly but surely. One day at a time. It probably will be a bit before I can see my kids again though which destroys me, but I am trying to think about how itís not perminent.
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« Reply #49 on: November 21, 2018, 10:08:19 PM »

No worries man just keep going and take your time and do what you need to do. I genuinely hope it all works out for you and I also truly hope you see your kids again too. Good luck and take some well needed rest. The days are 24 hours long, thatís plenty of time
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« Reply #50 on: November 23, 2018, 10:09:06 PM »

I got to see my oldest son today for a few minutes at his school facilitates by the principal. It made my day. I miss the younger guys but I will see them as soon as I can and Iím going to have presents waiting for them.

Today was a win for me. I am so happy and so proud. I feel fun Mitch poling through again after soooooo long.
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« Reply #51 on: November 24, 2018, 05:28:55 AM »

Thatís good, real good. The oldest is usually the one that influences the younger ones so this is a huge step even if it was for just minutes. Once you get it sorted, take the oldest one out for a meal if you can and talk because that my dad did and I can tell you it worked. I am glad you are feeling better and again stay strong and keep chugging along and I am sure all will be fine.
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« Reply #52 on: November 24, 2018, 04:03:02 PM »

Sort of what kind of things did he say? Like even though the mom is nuts, I donít want to turn her kids against her. I just want them to know that she refused to let me see them when there was no protection order of any kind in place for them. Iíve been going to legal aid and court of queens bench. I am going to be talking with CFS(CPS) on Monday to see if they can help facilitate something for me because she is not allowed to be doing what sheís doing, but apparently there isnít any law stopping her from doing it.
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« Reply #53 on: November 24, 2018, 04:19:08 PM »

Well for starters he just asked me plain and simple If i knew what was going on and then after that tried to act normal and make the day mostly about me and my brother. In terms of laws I am unaware of how it works but over here in the UK unless there is no order in place there is nothing law wise stopping you from seeing the child. To stop them turning I think its best to get through to the older one first as while I know sibling rivalries can really cause a rift it can really help if the oldest goes to see you and reports back if you will. Good luck with the legal stuff
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« Reply #54 on: December 05, 2018, 08:31:54 PM »

Today is the day I start a taper plan to get off of Clonazepam. It has been a really rough ride guys, but holy hell do I fee better than I did. All I have to say is thank god I kept holding on. Sorry if I worried any of you guys. I didnít know who else to talk to about all this. I appreciate this community.
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« Reply #55 on: December 06, 2018, 03:06:02 AM »

Today is the day I start a taper plan to get off of Clonazepam. It has been a really rough ride guys, but holy hell do I fee better than I did. All I have to say is thank god I kept holding on. Sorry if I worried any of you guys. I didnít know who else to talk to about all this. I appreciate this community.

Awesome, I am glad to hear some positive news Smiley
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« Reply #56 on: December 07, 2018, 08:13:01 AM »

I've only just returned here recently and, I'm shocked of what's happened according to the first post. Good that things have improved now, and hope they remain that way. Stay strong, friend Smiley
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« Reply #57 on: December 08, 2018, 03:29:23 PM »

I appreciate it guys. I had to claw my way out of this one. I truly honestly hope that no one even experiences even a fraction of the internal psychological pain and torment I went through. I am not religious, but I was honestly living in what I considdered to be hell on earth. It was a very sad, depressing, and dark time.

Iím just on day 3 of my taper plan, and my stomach is really not happy. I feel so hung over(no getting drunk though) that I donít really want to move at this point. Iím also fairly dizzy feeling. Ugh. Itís definitely worse than yesterday. I would say the feeling hasnít reached its point of intensity, but it is definitely not a mild feeling anymore. Another week or so of this until things start getting better Iím told by the pharmacist. My doctor said I wouldnít have withdrawal the liar. I knew that though so....

The point is I need this stuff out of my system. Just another few weeks.
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« Reply #58 on: December 10, 2018, 06:02:03 PM »

Haven't been on Famicom World for some time but I still follow this thread. I'm glad that you didn't give up and that things are finally starting getting brighter again. Hope you get better soon like the pharmacist said. Just never give up!
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« Reply #59 on: December 10, 2018, 07:05:45 PM »

Day 5. I have a bad headache. The nausea has gone down but it keeps coming in waves. I have no energy and generally I just donít feel very good.

Post Merge: December 10, 2018, 11:12:15 PM
Honestly, I don't want to jynx things because I have to lower my dose by half again in a couple days, but i think I might be through the worst of the withdrawal.
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